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Well, lots of things have happened since the last time I was on here.
After a lot of thinking and worrying and considering, I have decided not to go to France after all. THe financial situation of my family is such that I cannot ignore, even to the point of being in fear of living in destitution for the rest of my life. But, hope springs eternal, and with any luck, we'll find someplace to life that won't cost us everything we have to rent so that some day (hopefully not too long from now) I'll be able to buy some land and pursue my dreams of alpaca and horse farms. For now, I'm just hoping for the someplace to live.
Anyway, I am surprisingly not depressed (though I am a little bitter and very pissed) and have reconciled myself quite well to the new fact of my staying stateside. I can bear it with equanimity, as they say.
On the extremely plus side, I am still going to DragonCon (as if anything short of ANOTHER funeral could stop me). Freaking Michael Shanks, Christopher Judge, Claudia Black, Jason Momoa, and Paul McGillion are going! Undomesticated equines could not remove me.
Anyway, just thought I'd tell anyone who wasn't sure that I am in fact still living, still bitching, and still looking for a new job. Talk to y'all later.
After a lot of thinking and worrying and considering, I have decided not to go to France after all. THe financial situation of my family is such that I cannot ignore, even to the point of being in fear of living in destitution for the rest of my life. But, hope springs eternal, and with any luck, we'll find someplace to life that won't cost us everything we have to rent so that some day (hopefully not too long from now) I'll be able to buy some land and pursue my dreams of alpaca and horse farms. For now, I'm just hoping for the someplace to live.
Anyway, I am surprisingly not depressed (though I am a little bitter and very pissed) and have reconciled myself quite well to the new fact of my staying stateside. I can bear it with equanimity, as they say.
On the extremely plus side, I am still going to DragonCon (as if anything short of ANOTHER funeral could stop me). Freaking Michael Shanks, Christopher Judge, Claudia Black, Jason Momoa, and Paul McGillion are going! Undomesticated equines could not remove me.
Anyway, just thought I'd tell anyone who wasn't sure that I am in fact still living, still bitching, and still looking for a new job. Talk to y'all later.