bleh

[calypsa]

Why do I feel so gross and guilty? Maybe it's something I ate. I feel so horribly guilty for everything I'm doing right now, everything I think, just everything. And I have this sick, self-loathing feeling in the pit of my stomach. I hate that feeling, and I hate this guilt, too. I'm not really sure where it's come from, but it's making me feel like total crap and the worst person ever. Meh. I want to go home and hibernate for a while. And eat only carrots (It might help). At least I don't have to work this weekend, so I can rest and do some real hermitting before I try to get back into the swing of life.

Blah.

Back to homey-work.

Comments

[kerriokey.livejournal.com]

Now you know what it's like to be me. Sucks, don't it? I actually keep getting these really bad dreams that wake me from my slumber, but I can't remember what I dreamed that made me wake up. Grrr.
Anxiety runs in my family, though. I probably could feel guilty for the sinking of the Titanic if I thought about it enough.
Hope you feel better. Eat them carrots. Enjoy. It's almost Christmas!