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And now for something completely unexpected
I talked to Cate tonight. For like three hours. Conversation was slightly strained, as could be expected when one is talking to one's former best friend who has been estranged from you for more than a year and a half. But I feel better having talked to her, like i no longer have all this unwanted animosity and stuff. Kharma cleansing. It was kinda like high school, talking to her again. Funny, that.
What's really funny. I updated my profile and i mentioned to her that i added firefly stuff and she was like "I love that show!" How can you hate a person who loves the same thing you do?
Now, I will definitely not go so far as to say that all things are healed and we are as we were, because that's not true, and it never will be. But it just felt wrong, feeling unable to talk to this person that was such a huge part of my life for so many years. It was good to talk with her again. And also, the mystery of the break up has been solved. I now know the hows and the why-fors, which makes me happy and now I feel all informed. Anyway, I am utterly exhausted now, and must sleep.
Yeah, i was gonna go to bed at 11 tonight. That got shot all to hell.
Blarg. Sleep now.
What's really funny. I updated my profile and i mentioned to her that i added firefly stuff and she was like "I love that show!" How can you hate a person who loves the same thing you do?
Now, I will definitely not go so far as to say that all things are healed and we are as we were, because that's not true, and it never will be. But it just felt wrong, feeling unable to talk to this person that was such a huge part of my life for so many years. It was good to talk with her again. And also, the mystery of the break up has been solved. I now know the hows and the why-fors, which makes me happy and now I feel all informed. Anyway, I am utterly exhausted now, and must sleep.
Yeah, i was gonna go to bed at 11 tonight. That got shot all to hell.
Blarg. Sleep now.
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You don't have to get into the whole story, because I respect privacy and whatnot, but was it a mutual break-up or a one-sided thing? Just curious.
It's good that there's been some kind of closure, though. It was odd that you guys were SO FUCKING CLOSE (forgive the animosity that I hold, I'm still battling some demons myself, and it's taking longer than I thought) in high school and suddenly, nada. Things come full circle, ya know? And who knows, maybe the girl has changed for the better. Man, the world would be such a good place if stuff like that happened all the time.
Seriously, all prejudices aside, I'm glad that you two finally talked things through.