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Freaking Retarded
Since my computer has decided to be FREAKING RETARDED, I am using Netscape. I usually use internet explorer, but since that program has been a wetbrained tool ALL NIGHT I am currently using netscape. I may have to break this computer.
Feeling a little slow and sickly and stupid lately. No real explination, just a few little things my twisted brain has blown totally out of proportion (at least I know that, right? that I am messed up? that's a step in the right direction, right?). Yeah, not on the top of my game. My stress level here at school is not really helping my mental state at all right now, although things are a lot less stressful today than they were a day or two ago. Got some work out of the way, found out there was less work due RIGHT THIS SECOND than I thought, so that's good. There are still the non-academic aspects of school which I feel more and more inclined each day to deal with by obtaining and making use of a bazooka (and I'm not talking about bubble gum). Mmmm. Big gun. Mmmmm. Exploding office buildings. Mmmm. Fire pretty.
ANYWAY, I had to destress after my computer was playing battle of the wills with me, so I watched some Buffy. Mmmm, Buffy. Or, more appropriatly, mmmm, Spike. (Mmmmm). It worked, I felt better after watching the good parts of "The Yoko Factor" (those parts involving Spike, Riley and Angel kicking one another's asses, or the big fight between the Scoobies). Ahhh, the magic of television and Jossverse. Buffyverse. Mmmm, DVDverse. So I'm feeling a little better, although my computer is still trying to assert it's dominance over me. But it will not succeed! I will be victorious!
Feeling a little slow and sickly and stupid lately. No real explination, just a few little things my twisted brain has blown totally out of proportion (at least I know that, right? that I am messed up? that's a step in the right direction, right?). Yeah, not on the top of my game. My stress level here at school is not really helping my mental state at all right now, although things are a lot less stressful today than they were a day or two ago. Got some work out of the way, found out there was less work due RIGHT THIS SECOND than I thought, so that's good. There are still the non-academic aspects of school which I feel more and more inclined each day to deal with by obtaining and making use of a bazooka (and I'm not talking about bubble gum). Mmmm. Big gun. Mmmmm. Exploding office buildings. Mmmm. Fire pretty.
ANYWAY, I had to destress after my computer was playing battle of the wills with me, so I watched some Buffy. Mmmm, Buffy. Or, more appropriatly, mmmm, Spike. (Mmmmm). It worked, I felt better after watching the good parts of "The Yoko Factor" (those parts involving Spike, Riley and Angel kicking one another's asses, or the big fight between the Scoobies). Ahhh, the magic of television and Jossverse. Buffyverse. Mmmm, DVDverse. So I'm feeling a little better, although my computer is still trying to assert it's dominance over me. But it will not succeed! I will be victorious!